I’ve come to the end of my tether.

I’m trying to be a nice person to everyone, be nice to people in the past have upset me or hurt me, be more considerate to people I’ve hurt and upset, stop taking things for granted but being in hospital and only the handful of people who I thought not much of coming and seeing me, texting and calling makes me realise who my real friends and family are.

Sheryl came bounding in with her sister because they thought I was actually dying haaaha, the one person I genuinely thought I could rely on came and went and moaned about their hang over while I was off my face on pain relief.. The one person I really wanted to rely on just didn’t give a shit.

I’m now going to be selfish. I’m putting me first because you never did. 

Adiós you waste.